Round one, Day one

just a quick check-in...in the middle of the first day of round one of rush...excuse me, 'Recruitment'. it really hasn't been so bad thus far. except the grading part. that's...weird. and it feels wrong. these are all precious hearts and i don't want to crush them. ok...i am super tired and going to lay down a bit before we have change back into our dresses and the lunch break is over. it's kind of silly, but there is this girl i am tagging (talking to) in one of these first rounds after lunch, and i am nervous. i know her already, but i think somewhere in my head i'm like, what if she doesn't like me so she doesn't like all of us? silliness. i am THE LORD'S. He is mighty and sufficient. I really don't know how i got in from all i have seen and heard...i am quiet, esp around strangers, and those girls don't do as well. just listening to my group talk about the girls they have rushed, and if they say, she's so sweet, but she's really quiet...i mean. really. it's a miracle. i think there might be some kind of underlying issue i need to deal with here. ANYWAY. not looking forward to putting back on those high heels...
'Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus'
I Thessalonians 5 16-18