mind boggling

well the week rolls on and all the tests are piling up...bio and chfd then a paper and polisci. i'm such a bad studier. is that a word? God keeps showing up, every day, multiple times, in all His Greatness and at the same time showing His attention to the minute details of making me smile and sharing an inside joke. pretty cool to have an 'inside' thing with the Creator of the universe. i don't really get that. in fact, i think my mind shuts down a little bit when i try to imagine it. but i think that is the way it is supposed to be.
so often i find myself standing there in worship thinking, Lord, i hear this and i sing it, but i know without a doubt that i don't understand the depth of its meaning and truth...so i give you what i can, and i acknowledge it's not much--just what You've given me the grace to understand--but its Yours. it is so glorious to feel so small.