sleep

man. i am just exhausted tonight. it is really freeing to just be yourself, goofiness and all. yep, that's about all i got. it is remarkable how blurry your brain can get, and how little sense real things make and how much sense irrational things make when you are tired. sleep is a great thing that i think i need. so here i go. thank You Jesus for watching me as i lay in my ridiculously lofted bed tonight. thank You for making it so we have no choice but to be helpless and unaware for (ideally) a third of the day You give us. thank You for being huge and in control and not letting me be anything but very small and not in control at all. i sleep in Your arms tonight.