Fog

I don't really feel like telling what has been going on in life today. Don't really feel like sharing or being vulnerable. But maybe because of those things, I should. It's very uncomfortable, though.
I am tired. My eyes are tired and a tad puffy from last night's episode. I want so badly to see, but I don't. Instead of surrendering myself I think that my heart has almost surrendered my dreams. I feel defeated and helpless. It is a beautiful, glorious day outside, and I'm about to go enjoy it. Maybe the sun will penetrate through the clouds then. It's very frustrating to know I am putting God in a box and not know how to break Him out. Maybe that is His job.
Jesus make the dead Alive. Make the blind see. Make the lost found.